-------Somewhere out
there, in a dimension I dare not profess to understand, there is
some kind of energy or force which has within it the power to draw
a connection between two persons who share the same desire. Sometimes
I think I see it revealed in another's eyes, and at other moments
I feel its presence somewhere within. And then there are those special,
magical moments when it simply reveals itself unannounced. The movement
takes place, a lesson is learned, and each party moves on to other
distant existences richer for the experience.
-------With each passing day I become
more and more at ease talking to persons I do not know. Growing
in this area has been a long and arduous adventure, but I feel myself
making great strides with each sunrise. Perhaps this growth is due
largely to those magical times when something within the collective
unconscious tells me to open up to a new soul. These times come
when I release my inhibitions and speak openly and comfortably,
all the while unaware of why I am able to put aside my anxiety.
-------I recall one instance, long
ago, when I was standing in line waiting to purchase refreshments
at an outdoor concert. Behind me in line was a woman about ten years
my elder. I don't recall what prompted our conversation, but I feel
sure that it had to be something out of the ordinary, for at that
period in my journey, conversation with a total stranger would not
have been openly solicited. But this evening was not to be ordinary.
Within a very short time, she was sharing her most avid dream, that
of being a poet and novelist. I listened intently and became inspired
by her conviction. I was moved to open the doors to a dungeon cloaked
in the darkness of my insecurity and began to share with her dreams
I'd yet to live. I had never before found the strength and acceptance
necessary to truly feel worthy of my dreams, yet now I found myself
embracing them within the context of a conversation with a total
stranger. I only recall one thing said in that conversation many
years ago. I've never forgotten the advice, and I'll never forget
the instant in which she shared this philosophy. The woman told
me -- in fact ordered me -- "never allow anyone to take away
your dreams!"
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